Fit This Pizza in My Mouth

The battle of the bulge. Getting in shape. Losing Weight. Whatever you call it, losing pounds is hard work.

I’ve been trying to work out 3x a week with weights and HIIT training. If you don’t know what that is, it’s using intervals to speed up your heart rate. It’s supposed to help you lose weight faster than just running for 45 minutes straight. Instead, you run for 30 seconds and get your heart to the target zone which is optimal for burning fat, then lower your heart rate for 2-3 minutes. You do this for a total of 30 minutes.

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Unfortunately, I hurt my knee so running and even elliptical have proven to be difficult. My knee is better but I’m a bit scared to use it. What if I injure it again? 40 seems like a good time for that crap to happen.

Anyway, I’m doing my best with the HIIT but my diet sucks. I don’t like diets and I don’t crave veggies. If you put any kind of sweets in my face, I consume it. It’s really all or nothing with me. I can’t eat sweets in moderation. So my best bet is to not eat them at all. Unfortunately, I get really depressed eating that way. But then I can’t lose weight. Like not even a pound!

Despite my crappy eating plan, I still am getting muscles. It’s not getting there as fast as I want them to, but it still is getting there. Unfortunately, I need to lose a lot of fat to get my body back in shape. It’s tiring. Sometimes I just don’t care. I know I’ll never look like a super model or even a plus size model (LOL).

I gained 5 lbs back that I lost which is super annoying. It’s because we have been eating so awful. Mostly because our whole family is stressed. What’s stressed spelled backwards? Desserts. Mmm Hmm.

Anyway, I have to go today to get my new set of exercises which gets switched out every 6 weeks. I’m really not looking forward to it because 1) my knee still isn’t in top condition and I know she’s going to give me squats or something and I’ll have to tell her no, and 2) she’ll want to weigh me. It’s awful being weighed at the gym. The personal trainer is 50 and she looks better than I did at 20. She’s this cute, little woman and I’m an Amazonian. Even if I lost 50 lbs, I would still look big compared to her. She’s just tiny. I’m not. I’m tall, long legged, and overweight. Not fun. I always hate getting weighed!

I was talking to my husband about all of this the other day and he made the point that our stress relief is often food. I agreed. It’s hard to change everything. It’s hard to relieve stress by eating a veggie. But, I know I could definitely try to eat better.


Well, hopefully I can figure out a way to lose the weight. It’s hard with all the stress and time constraints in my life right now. But I’m gonna keep working out and trying. Maybe someday my eating plan will catch up.


8 thoughts on “Fit This Pizza in My Mouth

    • Michelle says:

      Thanks! I just got home and the personal trainer almost killed me. Ha ha. Also she chewed me out in a kind, nice way about eating better. It was the pep talk I needed.


  1. Ben says:

    Going to a gym, huh? I haven’t been to a gym since…wait, I’ve never been to a gym. I have a home gym but It has just been collecting dust for a long time. I’ve been meaning to get back to using it again, but I’m just too tired and lazy to use it I guess. Maybe some day I will. I’ve been trying to eat better too, but healthy food doesn’t taste nearly as good as unhealthy food.
    Working out and eating better is tough. Good luck and keep up the good work. As for me? I just had pancakes for dinner. 🙂

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    • Michelle says:

      It’s hard. Not my fav to eat healthy. And I love pancakes for dinner! I have some weights and stuff here but most of it collects dust. I like the gym I’m at. It’s an all women’s gym and although it costs every month, I get guided exercises every 6 weeks from a personal trainer included in the cost of a gym membership. My health insurance pays $20 as long as I go 12 times. It works out to me paying $40 a month. I’ve been at other gyms and never went. This one, I actually go all the time and get my money’s worth.

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      • Ben says:

        That’s good. I’d hate to pay for something that I’m not using.
        I’d either have to get a babysitter to go to a gym or go when my wife is home with the kids by herself. We already don’t get enough time together so I don’t see it happening. Oh well.

        But mmm…those were some good pancakes. 🙂

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      • Michelle says:

        Yes that schedule would be hard! It’s easier to go now that my kids are older. I still feel selfish going but I think all parents feel that way when they do anything for themselves.

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